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NEW BLOG

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I have a new blog up and running, its still new so be gentle, but if you have a tumblr,
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My classes are over, :(

Opening night for In Wonderland is in 2 days.

Thinking about university.

I know what I want to do.

Parents schedules keep getting in the way.

I can't seem to catch a break anywhere.

I was sick for the entire spring break, of course that didn't let it stop me from having fun.

But of course that happen to be the week my dad is off work.

I just wonder why it's so hard to start life.

You run on nothing.

So then how are you supposed to achieve anything?
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Possibilities

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I'm so excited for semester 2 that starts tomorrow!

My schedule is:

A- History of Rock and Roll
B-Consumer Math
C-Spare
Lunch
D-Art
E-Drama

I"M SO EXCITED!

Also, my teacher in Glee Club recommended me to one of the companies that is offered at PTE.
See, I wanted to take it this year and I did have an audition ready, but I figured that since it was my last year in high school I wanted to join this year's (and my last year's) school production "In Wonderland".
I thought about maybe joining it next year, cause I will still will be able to join (ages are 14-18, I believe). But I'm also thinking of UofW.
(University of Winnipeg)
But,I still don't want to think about that now.
Maybe Later.
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New Year

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After failing four dreadful times at my beginner's driving test, I have finally past.
Now, I have to wait til' September until I can maybe drive on my own, after possibly passing a road test.  

I think it's because I have too much stuff going on... Kay, I really don't think so, but my mom thinks that's because I didn't pass the first four times.
Oh well, I passed and now I just have to worry about other things.

I manage to get through the holidays okay... but I just would like to say, other than my birthday, I really had nothing to look forward to.  Hopefully that changes this coming year.  

I want to rant on about my holidays, but I'm going to choose to let it go. Its in the past, and there's no reason to dwell on it. I just hope this coming new year brings changes and happiness.
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I wrote a big long journal entry of all the things that have happened, but OF COURSE I had to press the backspace and delete EVERYTHING I wrote!

Well, I will try and write this again before the bell rings;

So, PTE classes are over for the season, I finally added all my fabulous drama fre-friends to facebook and have talked to them. I talked to them about Filming our monologues with the Big Guns of PTE, John B. Lowe. He's been acting for thirty years and owns PTE, he's like the dumbledore of theatre. On the day we had to film it, mine ended up going into overtime, so I was already rushed. I did my monologue in one take, where everyone else had to do two. I left the building starstruck and proud, But when we had to watch them on the last day, I had gotten a 100% with a comment of "
Clint Eastwood would love me, because I hit my mark, knew my lines... etc."
But that's not at all, what I saw. And this time I'm being reasonable. My lines were rushed, I had no mark, and I fudged up on the beginning of my lines. Ah, what's the point, no one will believe me.

What else? Oh yeah, after I graduate I've been offered to move in with my mom and her boyfriend Jeff. My dad hasn't been the best the past couple of days, but everytime I go over to Jeff's my patience runs dry, along with my tolerence.
I'm trying to balance out which one is the best, but I don't what to do anymore.

I want to do all these things, travel, write, act, sing. But I'm  having a hard time of where to go, and what to do and when. It's just all so complicated. My mom always says "One thing at a time." Which, if I narrow it down it's; finish school first. I guess once school is out of the way, I can really start focusing what I want. And where and when etc. etc.
I do want to go to university, but that takes years before I do anything outside of winnipeg. Plus, money. Plus, I want to travel or else I'd kill myself if I stay here for another ten years. Its not a bad place, I just want to travel and do stuff thats not a normal routine.

Oh well, whatever.
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